Dreams are a very curious thing. From what little I’ve read about them, they (sometimes) help process events, emotions,
feelings and experiences. With that being said, last night was a very busy night of “processing” an upcoming event that I’m dreading.
I was awakened from my sleep with an icy
cold rush of F.E.A.R. It took me a moment to realize that thankfully, it was
just a dream. What WAS my dream? It was this:
I was hiding in the corner of a very dark
concrete building. Terrified of being found. But the one I was hiding from
found me. I cowered like a little child in the corner with my hands covering my
head and curled up in a fetal position. The “finder” stood over me and just screamed
at me. Spewing out pent up, angry, hurtful words. It seemed like the barrage lasted forever
in dreamland but eventually I stood up and came face to face with this angry
person and calmly said something... then walked out of the building.
Yes, it was a very disturbing dream. I found
myself trying to figure it out while trying to NOT let it feed my fears. Even
as I sat down to have my morning devotions ... I was still deeply troubled.
I opened up my devotional book and was
bowled over as I looked at the title of the morning devo: “FEAR
FACTORS.” Then was in added AWE as I read
the selected morning scripture:
“This is what the Lord says to you: “Do not
be afraid or discouraged. For the battle is not yours, but God’s ... STAND and
WATCH – but do not fight the battle. There you will watch God save you... DO
NOT FEAR OR WORRY.... face the army and TRUST that God is with you."
2
Chronicles 20:15 . (Emphasis
mine)
Even though the devotional book was
published in 2011 - I couldn’t help but marvel at it’s perfect timing for today. The words
I read this morning gave me comfort. They brought me Assurance. Strength. and ... P.E.A.C.E.
Bottom
line... I don’t need to worry or be afraid.
God is already IN my "tomorrow’s"... Just as He was already IN my
“today’s.”
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